Jamuary 16. 2014 Tonight I did my first job as a medium, pro bono of course, I helped an unpleasant, angry, and sometimes violent spirit find his way out of the physical and back in to the embrace of the ethereal. I thought it would take all night, but I was surprised to find it took less than two hours. Every one involved sensed the presence and afterward the absence of the spirit. I'm still awash with the energy that flowed through me in order to make and sustain the contac

November 16. 2013 So The following post is of some length. It shows how far behind I am at transcribing my posts to this group, but in addition I had some trepidation about putting it out there. It took me into a more detailed description of my cosmology and I know that it will be off-putting for some. The truth is that even though I just finished transcribing it yesterday, I planned to delay posting it until I returned from my trip to Arizona. I didn't want it to seem like a

October 27, 2013 12:00 AM Very rough day today. Last night I lost time. Went deep into regression and somehow wrote almost 2000 words without remembering doing so. I came back to myself in the midst of a panic attack, possibly because my time to medicate came right in the middle of the time I lost. I slept deeply after and woke up having learned more. Knowing how that story ends and in a sense all would be well once I got through the horror of the telling. Then a couple hours

October 25, 2013 9:50 AM I did not move on to fire last night as intended. I felt the need for grounding so I sat before the South side of the mesa instead. Too many “Petty earthbound concerns” of late. Finances. A dog with two infected ears. I wish I was a pet psychic and could somehow make him see that we’re trying to help him. So I sat before Pacha Mama seeking grounding and strength, not really looking for any answers , but seeking a transfer of energy. Everything seems d

October 24, 2013 1:10 AM After about an hour... Tonight I sit before Air and the Ethereal at the North side of the mesa. No conversation this time, mostly images. One phrase that emerged. “I can’t be wholly there at all times. I must be where I am as well, but I am watching over.” And then, the crystal clear image of a soccer mom fastening a child into a safety seat in some sort of mini-van. The child babbled a blue streak and the mom babbled back just as enthusiastically, bu

Experience from the Bone Dance at the temple of Sekhmet. (From Private FB page 10/20/13) Temple of Sekhmet Indian Springs, NV As I communed with the fire, a regression began. I had my journal with me and documented it as I could, between the regression and the moment. The sense of "Here one minute, somewhere else the next" is typical of my experience and, needless to say, very disconcerting. Never knew this place was here until Ani invited us. Ani is the bomb. Very spiritual

First day using the Mesa. .. 10/18/13 From private FB Group 10/18/13 II have started working with a PachaKuti Mesa in order to focus my energy, and provide a safety valve as I bring down the walls I have put up as barriers between the facade of self and the true self. My first day using a Mesa was pretty harrowing and the Mesa itself was very basic...

(revised after mesa regression 10/18/13) BRIDGE Adam Stuart Littman   1   This is an almost sacred place The forest glade and bubbling brook The stream beside the cottage floor   The vision in the door   And twixt the stream and forest glade The bridge The bridge I built I built for my love Tarnigall   "You see me now, my love." She said "You see me as I'll always be You see me now in memory You see your love, your Tarnigall."   "No do not fight these endless wars No do not f

Adam Stuart Littman Admin  ·  · October 18, 2013  · From last night's writings: 10/17/2013 11:45 PM " I have Activated my Mesa. I sit before it now on the ethereal side, contemplating where to begin and the answer is made clear to me. Not just in this moment, but in the past few days. I am not alone here. There is love and there is help from a source I believed would condemn me. I will meditate and try to speak with her. This is so hard with so much of my consciousness blocke