Getting in the habit...

October 24, 2013 1:10 AM After about an hour...

Tonight I sit before Air and the Ethereal at the North side of the mesa.

No conversation this time, mostly images. One phrase that emerged. “I can’t be wholly there at all times. I must be where I am as well, but I am watching over.”

And then, the crystal clear image of a soccer mom fastening a child into a safety seat in some sort of mini-van. The child babbled a blue streak and the mom babbled back just as enthusiastically, but I could not make out what either of them were saying.

Before and after the image, my head was swimming and I felt dizzy. sort of like there was an internal pressure trying to rise. I relaxed in order to let the rising happen.

Another image. A man, somewhere. Nondescript sort of collegiate. I did not know him either. He seemed to be lecturing to a class of college students. There seemed to be a lively discussion taking place as the students worked to understand the subject matter.

I made out the words, “Energy cannot be created or destroyed, only transferred. But rule number two tells us that with each transfer, some dispersal occurs.” Somewhere in the class a student asked something about the birth of starts and the image was gone.

I heard a hum, like one might expect to hear in a room full of ohms, yet there was no phonation present.

My head feels strange, , in the center where the third eye resides, It feels tired, like maybe I’m pushing too hard. Every time I sit at the mesa I seem to push until I see something. Tonight, after the initial work, I focused on spiritual lightness and sending energy back into the mesa. I do feel much lighter of spirit at the mount and I want the mesa to be infused. Tomorrow will be the East side once more. In-Ti, Fire. I know where I need that to take me. I need to see the rest of what I began to see at the temple, Though part of me feels thigh I might need to be outside by the fire pit for that, though I’m hoping the Mesa might provide me with more control and work as a buffer. So I’ll be optimistic that the candle and meditation might do the trick.